well lets see. i am sitting here bored as hell and i dont know what to do even though i know there are tons of projects waiting for me to be finished but then again you should know by now that im a lazy ass. and here i am about to sum random craps just for the hell of it and hopefully it will make time go by faster.

so anyway yesterday was a pretty damn good day, first of all, had only like 2 classes. one is lecture and the other one is lab aka surfing-net time. and then accompanied uds to meet her mate that is midah, another crazy whore. haha. we just sat down and chatted lots of craps and i found out few bits about uds' secondary days. *eveil grins* and lots of "huelings" talk too. hahaha.

i make myself sound incredibly high maintenance. always longing for things that is insanely pricey and anyone in the right mind would never buy it. but the truth of the matter is i am extremely low maintenance. i'm pretty penniless atm. i'm just like a kid in a candy store. marvelled by all the candy yet satisfied with just looking at it. crazy aint it?

give me a ciggy and you've made my day.
buy me hot chocolate and you've made me happy,
make me laugh and you've made my life. simple.

and of course with this opportunity, i would love to say thanks to uds, ipah, aleem and sha for making my poly life a blast. and i really mean it. as you guys know, my secondary life was pretty uninteresting and boring. it's been 2 years already? time flies very fast. i know this is very over-used quote but i'm saying this because time does fly very very fast. it seems like yesterday that i had my holiday in nyc. or without even noticing my past 19 years that in december, i'm going to be 20. i mean, where the hell was i. where the hell did the time go?

sometimes things just rush right at you. it's the exhileration that causes your mind to go insane and make you totally snap out of reality. and it's impossible for you to snap back into this world and understand consequences and life until your friend taps you on the shoulder and shakes you from a weird numb short dream-like fantasy and unfolds the blindfold that you wore for a split second. and you're back in your world where things don't make sense but you are damn thankful you have someone good enough to give a shit about your life as they're trying to make it through theirs.