i want to quote what Adrian Png said in the last part of the "Six Weeks" show which i thought was quite memorable. "Good guys does not win all the time. Justice does not always prevail in the end. Life is never fair. Sometimes you wonder, whether there is really a good person in this world." CLASSIC. this show teaches us that in fact, life is too short. it can end anytime at any place that you do not even expect it at all. live life to the fullest. make sure you live your every day's life to the best as you can because again life is too short. if life is cruel, you have to fight back. it doesnt matter what the outcome is. if you lose, it's ok, learn from your mistakes, stand up and start the battle again. if you win, give yourself a pat in the shoulder. life should be bittersweet for you because you live your life only ONCE and again, life is too short for you to live. thanks to this show, i hope from now on, i will live my life better and i do not wish to look back the past. i'm so tired of the past.

a friend of mine from perth came to visit. well, he had about 2 days before going back to perth again for his summer classes. [apparently, he was in indonesia for holiday]. met him and had lots of fun. it brought back to the nostalgic memory back then when we were best friends. to quote uda saying "once you are in secondary, you started to forget your primary friends. once you are in poly, you started to drift apart from your secondary friends."

too bad things are not the same as it was back then, but it'd be great if i would have gone to perth. things might be better or worse, but that's life for you. there's always options that you have to choose. once you choose, there's no way you can turn back the time and re-choose back. but for my case, i couldnt choose, my parents made the decision for me. i'm glad though to be able to get to hear from him again. like i said, it was fun.

watched kungfu hustle. well, watch this if you need a good laugh. don't watch this if you think the storyline make sense, cause seriously, it doesn't at all.

last night i was reading all my old blogs, and i am seriously such a different person than what i was before. alot less bitter, more grateful, more able to conceal hate, and i guess i have just grown into something. Although sometimes sadness back then, and sadness now will always remain the same. im no rookie at this blog business. A year and more. words can be lies, they can be real, you can mash together every word in the dictionary, and still not describe the way i feel. SUCK IT UP FELIX.