1. i'm sorry for disappearing. working life does affect your life. oh wait, you just don't have a life anymore. i'm not complaining though. it's at least MILES better than my attachment's job with MUCH MUCH better pay. i'm starting to get used to waking up early. not so much on sleeping early yet unless i'm really really tired.

2. so anyway, because of the lack of sleep, coffee is becoming my really good friend.
i feel that caffeine is making me particularly aggressive. i often have a serious anger attack. anger of the worst kind - that uncontrollable anger that makes you want to knock shit over and kill a man - over small little thing. for example, in the morning, on the way to work @ MRT. it is always crowded and most of the times, people just do not care and keep pushing and pushing you so that they can squeeze inside. i always feel like smacking them really, really hard on the head with my bag. or my umbrella. or, hell - i'll take off my goddamn shoe and beat them to a bloody pulp - get out of my fucking way. the next train is only 2 minutes away. fuckers.

3. anyway. during my lunch break today, while i was walking to the mall. a boy was methodically picking at his big toenail. and if you think that isn't heinous enough: after procuring what i dare not imagine from his foot, he would proceed to place it in his mouth. *imagine me squinted at that time* YES. he ate something from his foot. no joke. if this is what he does in public, i can only imagine what this freak does in the privacy of his own room.