am i a complete bitch for hating everyone and everything in sight right now? don't answer that question. anyway, a day without whining is like a day without sunshine, so let me indulge.

our electric bill this month is over $300 again. i don't understand how this can be the case. AC is always turned off when no one is in the apartment, and i leave the PC off when not in use. damn it. electricity should be free, like music and porn. and also all this working (and the mounting resentment that goes along with it) leaves me very little time to eat, drink, "drink", play, or blog. le sighs.

saturday, my company had this function for their 20th anniversary. me and some other new fresh joinees had to make a presentation in front of the managing directors from india with other 250 people in the room. i was dead nervous. well, it happened when our manager offered as the opportunity to leave an impression in the company. one of the guys, without even thinking through his brain (or ass), decided to say yes and dragged the other five in which included me somehow. he was blabbing about how excited he was. so, on my head, i had already started to mock him until he decided to ask me question which obviously i didn't listen since i was hating him. so i just said yes, as in "pardon" yes but it turned out that i just agreed to join in the presentation. urgh.

so anyway, during the presentation itself, the guy messed up big time, and i couldn't help but to smirk at him on the stage. and when my turn came, it wasn't half as bad as i thought it would be. well, of course, i memorized my part by heart, words by words, and i rocked at it though there was a little bit of hiccups here and there. but who cares.

he fucked up.
should be a big talk in the office on monday.
can't hardly wait.

ps : to nad if you read this, i blame you for making me obsessed with "tiger lily" again.