there is a garbage can near the edge of my cubicle. it is a very nice garbage can. it is an appropriate receptacle for the sort of refuse i have been creating all day. things like used tissues, crumpled up Post-Its, an empty styrofoam cup. all it takes to dispose of such waste is an effortless toss.

of course, i do not use this garbage can. i prefer to stand up, carry my spent Post-It down the hall, and place it in the much larger garbage can in the break room. you see, it takes at least one minute to the break room. meaning, more time to slack. so sometimes i crumple up a Post-It just so i have something to throw away. i know. i'm a loser.

back to my random rant now.

i was always one of those people that knew that they wanted since i was a kid, i knew what i needed to strive for, i had it all figured out, and life was going to be everything i wanted, it was planned to the core. so planned it probably backfired because now, i have no clue what i want, i have no clue where i want to be years from now, i have no idea what i want to do with my life.

i promise to update my disney post this weekend. i'm just too busy these days with the birthday and sleeping. urgh. sorry.