just when you think you've got it all figured out, just when you think this time it'll be alright, just when you think you have all you need, something always manages to creep up from behind you and you never even saw it coming. it makes you think over everything in your life, what was real, and what wasn't, it makes you try to distinguish your reality from your dream. but when it all comes down to it, people are hard to figure out. they have an inevitable talent of disappointing you over and over again. just when you think this time you've got it all figured out. you're back at square one. but hey, what did you really expect anyways? tomorrow you are going to wake up and you are going to smile and say 'it's ok', you are going to listen, you are going to give your best advice, you are going to comfort, you are going to sooth, you are going to hug, and you are going to lie.

you just can't seem to decipher the codes, they're just a mess of foreign words.