in my years on this earth i have learned a few things. you'll never find the one thing you are originally looking for. it doesnt exist. but while looking for that ideological sentiment you will find others. others that are more brilliant and intriguing than the original that you so hard looked for. and though it may seem that you are settling for less and swaying from your path, it turns out that you become complete. you find what you were intended to find. and from that you become the person you are. for, it isnt fair to believe that you are born with the complete understanding for your purpose on this planet. you will learn from experience what you will become, and what you learn will fill you with more happiness, joy, and love than you ever thought you could contain within your frail, scared, lonely self