update. yay. yay. yay.

so project season is ending soon. time does fly really fast, doesn't it? it seems like we just had our day last week and before you know it, it's already week 11. i'm kinda torn in between. i sincerely cannot wait the day that i finally graduate and leave behind my poly life and its drama. on the other hand, going for my attachment would be one of the most nervous time of my life. let's face it. felix has never worked before. EVER. well if you consider working for his brother back in indonesia as a job where all he needed to do is being a phone operator ("Hello. Indo Trade. Who's speaking?") or transporter (He gets to deliever goods but at the same time, he'd pick up his friends and they would go off and hang out somewhere afterwards and then come back to office and it was time to go home) or sleeping (since his dad forced to work for his bro to learn something, he had to wake up early and dragged his sorry ass to work and when he reaches the office, he'd sleep at the sofa). and also have i not mentioned that the boss is his brother, meaning he can do whatever he want to do. so felix is so not looking forward to his attachment though he knows that it's just a matter of time before he needs to work but he wouldn't mind being fed by his parents for all his life if what he needs to do is to shake his legs at home and do nothing which i'm sure after some times, he would then whine being bored and forces his parents to send him off somewhere to further his study. oh craps. forget it.

so just now, as usual, me, ruyan, ndee, piak chee and uds will have a MSN conversation and while the girls were bitching about stuffs, i came to a conclusion and unconsciously, typed out "GIRLS ARE MEAN" on the chat itself before got shot by ruyan, claiming that i am a sissy. so i decided to elaborate further why i thought girls are mean since i have quite a number of GIRL friends. please be noted that what i am going to write might be hurtful to those people with boobies and pussies but with that being said, it doesn't mean i don't appreciate girls and boobies. and i have nothing against girls in general.



first of all, if you've ever sat down and had a decent conversation with a girl, you will notice that most things that come out of her mouth is gossip. i guess gossips are fun for a little bit when you join a group of girls and laugh along making mean and nasty comments until you realize that you are the star of the rumor, you are the one they're talking about, the one they would make fun of when you are walking pass them. also, it is almost guaranteed that any rumor that has been spread around the school about you or anyone else, was started by a girl.

if you have ever insulted or accidentally badmouthed a girl, you will never hear the end of it. not after many many years. she wil forever hold a grudge on you even if you apologize a billion times and shower her with gifts, she'll always bring up the matter. so never piss a girl off, you will never hear the end it.

however, if you choose to give her a compliment, you might also want to be careful with that as well. if you call a girl pretty, THEY [girls] would run to their friends and tell them that you have a crush on her and eventually you are going to be called a stalker when you go to school the next day.

some girls cannot take a joke, you might want to be cautious while doing so. this leads us back to the fact that girls will hold grudges on you even though you are only totally joking.

girls are also great actresses. one minute they're your friends, the next they will be talking about you behind your back or ditching you for other friends, leaving you all by yourself. they tell you lies, and they tell you things you want to hear when really they mean the total opposite. if you ever tell a girl a secret, prepare for everybody to know about it the next day.

so if your reputation is ruined by rumors, you became deaf, or backstabbed by a girl dont tell me i;ve never warned you. but if we were to wipe out all the squeal, annoying, gossipy, grudge holding, backstabbing females in the world, there'd be no girls left. so where;s the fun. and i dont want to die as a virgin felix.

i'm not writing this to prove that guys are better than girls. nope. guys are bastards (and perhaps i should come out and elaborate why guys are bastards in my next update) and none of the contents is used to attack anyone nor it is to ask you, the ones with penis to start worshipping another penis. it's just for pure fun. so i guess if you are a girl and after reading this, finding yourself smiling fainltly at yourself or fuming madly, that proves my point. haha. and if you are a guy and feel like i am writing about you, please ship yourself to thailand and get sex operation.

in the end of the day. i still love girls and forever will.

stephenie lost survivor. sadness ensues but it was kinda obvious since she backstabbed lots of people along the way (ironic isn't it ;) ) but i'm happy at least the winner is someone that i like.