i don't know what it is or what i have against monotony but it's one thing that i can't stand. there's just something that i don't like about 9 to 5, about planning things, about almost having daily expectations just because it's how i've known it to be. there's just something that i don't like about it. it's not as if i'm a total spontaneous person, always doing things at the spur or the moment but why not? at least it alleviates us for a while. there's something i don't like about check lists, or schedules, agenda's or time tables. it's weird cause it's all just so restricting.

that's all.